This space is about grief, and about me, and about how I walk this journey that is very much like too many others and also entirely unique to me. I expect this space to be messy, sometimes raw, sometimes light, sometimes touching, sometimes challenging or even disturbing, but always real. I will share here those things that I can bear to say to the world, a willingness that generally arrives fairly quickly after I find I can bear to say them to myself.
I am a thinker, a knower of things, a problem solver, a writer.
When feelings arrive and threaten to overcome me, I turn them into words, I create frames of thought, I form action plans.
But today there are no more words, no new frames, nothing to do, nothing to say.
All that remains is to feel.
Sad.
Deeply, utterly, unbearably sad.
Yes. There it is. Hugs.
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